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Sunday, December 12, 2010
All I want for Christmas

I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar.

I think too much it's causing me to over think and analyse things that I don't want to deal with.

It gets too much for me to handle and I panic.

I shut myself down and go to war with myself.

I'm tired. I'm sick of being tired.

I don't like who I am, but I have to live with it.

I don't know what I'm doing. I'm sick of feeling sad. Sick of wanting things I can't have.

I want to be at peace with myself for once.

To be happy and think about things that does not send me over the edge.